Sunday, June 20, 2004
I have a glass of milk and chocolate cookies keeping me company while listening to Sophie Hawkins and blogging at midnight.
What an ideal movie moment. It’s like, the crunchy equivalent of hot chocolate by the fireplace.
Been sleeping a lot these days...i sleep at like, midnight and wake up at ten. That’s like, my usual sleep
times two? But that’s besides the point
My attempt to blog
and then study last night did not happen (as you can see) because in the middle of nowhere and out of the blue i got an overseas call and
overseas calls are good things Despite the fact that
yesterday was my darling best friend’s birthday and despite the fact that she has yet to reply to my message, no jamie, you know who the caller
wasn’t. *glare but haha, thank you for calling, dear anonymous caller
names withheld to protect identity . surprising, but cool.
miao
You know, all of a sudden i seem to be finding a lot of my old friends. It’s like, wham, everybody who i haven’t seen/ heard from/ both in ages suddenly all appear at one go. Let’s count:
1. Link, link, link through blogs and i find, like, four of my sec school friends’ blogs. quote haniza:
its like a mini friendster!
2. Met primary school friend at streetfest – haven’t seen her since, like, ok, its too long ago for me to even count
3. DREWIE who i haven’t met since January and who refuses to meet me for various reasons that only make sense to himself miraculously materialized at Tampines. woohoo.
Hmm. Don’t seem so many after all. Maybe i forgot some.
Still i think it’s really nice, somehow, seeing all these once-upon-a-time-were-a-major part-of-your-life people. It’s really sad, the way i drift from one phase of my life to the next and somehow drift away from my old friends in between. I’m like, hardly in contact with most of the people i hung out with in lower sec and i just find that really really sad! I mean, it didn’t start bugging me until lately, when i’m looking at all their blogs and everything, and then i read all about their lives and all the stuff they’re doing, and it’s like, amazing how much time has passed since we were all little kids in that ugly green uniform. I think i half expected time to have stood still, or something, maybe i thought everyone would seem more or less the same from when i knew them, but yeah, right, that’s not likely to happen is it? Still, it’s a little surreal.
Got a funny random email from Winnie..it said something like,
here’s just a note to let you know i still remember you or something like that. And well, it kinda stuck.
So here goes:
To everyone reading this, to everyone who is, and has been a friend ever, whether we are still in regular contact now or not, just let me say that I’m glad to have known you and i’m sorry if we
1) didn’t manage to keep in touch or
2) didn’t get to know each other well enough.
If you never did like me to begin with, well, I’m sorry for that too.
To those who
still are part of my life now, cheers, thank you for sticking around, you people rock! really :) and if we ever do drift apart…the sad truth of life is that some things just happen without anyone wanting it to. But let’s leave that issue at the moment… Love you all, and once again, thank you for being a friend.
I think haniza’s blog wasn’t very good for me. If that sounded like a cheesy autograph book type thing, well, maybe I’ll take it out when i’m a little less emotional. Otherwise, it’s meant totally sincerely.
Crazy but wonderful friend bought us $152 tickets for linkin park.
wow no way i’m gonna waste the last week of the hols. *blows kisses*
baby there’s something about you thah i can’t hold onto
I gotta hold onto this
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