Wednesday, November 30, 2005
There have been complaints. And so.
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!I'll be back to normal blogging right after lit tomorrow!
I want my
swedish meatballs sushi buffet salmon sashimi spizza for friends haagan daaz icecream french fries toffeenutlattes sigh
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1. Pretty Things
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Clinique’s new fragrance, Happy to Be (I’m a happy person)
-Those things that have eyeshadow and blusher together nicely coordinated
-Silver Necklace (Mine broke)-Lotsa lotsa pretty Indian bangles
2. Sort of Useful
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Scented Candles for my room
- Birkenstocks- Roxy-ish Pullover Sweater
3. Books as Always
-The New York Trilogy, Paul Auster
- Italian Fairytales, Italo Calvino
- Cosmicomics, Italo Calvino
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Smoke and Mirrors, Neil Gaiman
- Neverwhere, Neil Gaiman- Fascist Rock, Claire Tham
-Blankets, Craig Thomas
-Slaughterhouse Five, Kurt Vonnegut
4. I still love CDs
-David Gray: White Ladder
-Death Cab For Cutie: Plans
-Mae: Destination Beautiful
-Mae: The Everglow
-Nitin Sawhney: Prophesy
-Nitin Sawhney: Human
-Patrick Park: Loneliness Knows Me By Name
-Plumb: candycoatedwaterdrops
-Snow Patrol : Final Straw
(There’s a fabulous little shop that stocks all the indie stuff called wakemeup music, Its somewhere in Queensway)
5. Assorted Miscellany
- Eric Khoo DVD boxset with Mee Pok Man and Twelve Stories
- Prints or postcards or posters of Van Gogh’s paintings
- Book on henna designs
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
3 papers down and 1 more to go...
Econs was terrible, but English was alright, and tech seemed to have worked to some degree anyhow.
Here's the prodict of an evening of destressing - Take my quiz!
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
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Monday, November 21, 2005
oh no econs was a killer. I didn't do something like 10 marks worth or more and I am going to fail.
My Tech had better start Working or else.
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Lynn with two n's doesnt want to do her econs paper
Planned to sleep early last night but didn't.
Planned to wake up early for last minute mugging, but didn't.
the best laid plans of mice and men...Speaking of which, my wireless mouse died on me too. I'm tempted to make a very
wretched rat-ched about it, but i won't.
Promice
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
Mugged econs with Jon today and it somehow managed to be quite fun. I'm over last nights angsty-ness, thank you ery much.
The intention was to go for dinner..a fast dinner, mind... and then head back and mug.
Well what really happened was: Dinner at Crustaceans. Which was brilliant. Their baked cod with white wine marinade is brilliant. It comes with really nice potatoes and orange caviar things and olives and random yummy things. I reccommend :)
20% off for dbs cards!
And then under coercion and peer pressure I ended up heading to eskibar, where i had to loan a fuzzy sweater and look eskimo-ish because i went dressed in a racerback and slippers. Note: The eski freeze, which is apparently their in house dessert special, is totally not worth the fifteen bucks. Its basically bits of chopped up kiwi and melon on a chunk f ice with mystery alcohol - we suspect grand marnier and midori.
.
And for good reasons I am extremely averse to kahlua and baileys now. The bit of white russian I attempted to drink was a serious mistake.
ugh
shit shit shit damn damn screw! sorrrryyyyyy....
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Friday, November 18, 2005
It shouldn't happen this way, not here and not now, not when the illusion of happiness is so close to real, not when there seems to be so much to live for and believe in.
There's so much that's falling apart at my feet; whole universes crumble and at the end of the orbit lies and truth fall into disarray, love and hate collide, and there's noting left to hold on to. And I need a sanctuary, something constant, to help me believe that there is more to life than this.
There's so much that you don't know, that no one does, because I have tried to make believe that none of it matters.
I can't hold everything together forever.
I don't ask much.
I just don't want to feel alone.
Is that so impossible to ask? The world laughs at my request and turns her back on me. And the sun fades once more into the horizon.
To put it simply
I need to know that my existance matters. That if I fell the trajectory would be memorized and mourned. That my scars represent pain that exist for something other than itself.
And it is painful not to be rememebred, because what is meaningful is seldom forgotten
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
| Your Power Color Is Magenta |
At Your Highest:
You energize yourself and push others to suceed.
At Your Lowest:
You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.
In Love:
You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.
How You're Attractive:
Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.
Your Eternal Question:
"What is my next source of inspiration?" |
| You are a Self-Discoverer |
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. |
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Friday, November 11, 2005
I was reading my old friendster testimonials today in a fit of irrational gloominess and they got me really, really sentimental. I know friendster is all passé and blah and not used by anyone anymore and its rather to be waxing lyrical over an online friend-making device, of all things, but still.
Ok, don’t disillusion me. Don’t tell me that people are SUPPOSED to say nice things on testimonials, or that 90% of everyone’s testimonials are probably made up of permutations of the same assortment of adjectives as everyone else’s. Yeah despite all this I’m going to let myself bask in my testimonials and feel like I’m being appreciated.
And that I have friends.
And that my friends love me. ( and I love you too…)
Because, see, despite all outward appearances my singular greatest fear is quite simply, loneliness. I’m haunted by the thought that someday I’d end up losing all my friends. Or that I’m not being enough of a friend to the people around me. That I’d end up living out my days alone in a dinky little room, talking to my 31 pet cats because I have no one else to talk to.
And if that’s not enough reason for me to take testimonials seriously, well, you’re free to leave me a tag telling me how silly I am. Better yet, put it on a testimonial
winks
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
The Frog of PGP took revenge on me today by hopping onto my foot when i was walking back from the back gate.
I apologize for any seditious remarks present in my previous post. No insult to frogs intended.
(Are frogs citizens???)
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Sunday, November 06, 2005
Three weeks ago we had a little drinking session in Jae's room which resulted in two of my friends getting wasted to the extreme, throwing up all over the everywhere, and us attempting to clean up/ give them showers/ send them to hospitals/stay awake. Imbibing copious amounts of baileys and kahlua cocktails is not a good idea.
Two weeks I had a spectacular crying fit that refused to stop. Crystal and Jae stuffed me with chocolates and then it got better. My mom called, yelled at me, and I started again. Aside from that, we did however, manage to have an incredible sushi dinner at Genki - Between the 8 of us i think we cleaned out at least 110 plates of stuff. For $15 a person I say thats not bad. Attempts on the part of Kent and Jae to swallow two whole jellies in one mouthful, however, did not go well.
giggle, giggle, choke, SPLAT We are the frogs of PGP.
pgp pgp pgp pgp pgp
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