Monday, December 13, 2004
I'm still not back into blogging mode, am I?
First thing's first, i
finally got my grad pictures back from haider(
a person who haides is a haider and i will attempt to post them up on some site soon. So yay, have that to look forward to.
A bit more on grad: It pretty much sucked, actually. Ritz Carlton is very very overrated. The food is superbly
not good, and comes in itty bitty, negligible portions. Which is good, in a way...hardly anyone at my table fininshed any of the courses.
Strangely i didn't have any sudden bursts of emotion or nostalgia or anything. I just felt pretty much detached from everyth9ng and almost everyone. I mean, it was fun in a very understated, sit around and talk to friends way. But it wasn't
fun the way tk's grad was, the lousy venue and all notwhithstanding. I guess grad night was pretty much the essence of what life in tj the past two years was like: Pretty ok, not fantastically memorable, occasionally interesting, but on the whole not something worth reliving.
Also at a pretty low point in my life now. Oh, haha, I had this image of life as a sine curve, you know, 1,negative 1 and o...and right now I'm a sine 270. I think. negative 1. or getting negative without actually reaching a turning point. I'm hoping its just the weekend. Which on the whole, wasn't fantastic.
I didn't get my sph (weep weep sob) suppose i stuffed up my interview. I have a sneaky suspicion it has something to do with how i
do not make conscious efforts to read the freakin newspapers everyday. Or maybe I just shot off my mouth and over-rambled as usual. Vas thinks me not getting the scholarship is just another indicator of their lousy taste, seeing as she didn't get it either. (
yes, thats definitely it!). and kaishi, funny gal, tells me that that's it not my fault that sph has no money (blame it on the merger).
Oh nice people :) made me feel way better. But still, its not a nice thing to be thining about over the week end. Along with everything else.
On top of everything I managed to lose a silver and
bracelet belonging to my mother. It's expensive, and she's super attached to it and as a result she's furipus with me and is currently refusing to talk to me. I'm so sorry :( I'm gonna try and get another one. Not easy considering I have no idea where she got it from. And I'm broke. And all.
Oh gosh. This post is whiny. But I have to unload everything somewhere. So here it is and I promise my next post will be back to normal sunshineyness again.
I'm going carolling next wednesday. In a white shirt, jeans, and a very floppy christmas hat. A bright red santarina looking hat with white fur and a bunch of pompoms dangling.. Now that's a thought that should make you smile. Or giggle. Or explode in a fit of hysterical laughter. Or whatever.
ciao
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